I just want to help

I want to help!
i just cant get there on time
i read suicide notes
grieving over my late appearance
i touch their faces, knowing they are dead
i just cant go further
i cant help anyone
I'm too slow
too stupid
i cant get there on time
i lost so much
i cant do this anymore
hearing a lady scream for help
a child crying for its mother
knowing i could help them
my mind goes up in flames
i cant help them!
i never get there on time
i just wanna help...