Cold and alone

Cant hold on to your word not even for a day.

Quick to grab a bag and not even stay

Leave me alone for many hours.

I thought what we had was sweet but it turned up sour.

I canceled my plans to be with you.

So alone and bored and feeling blue.

I guess thats what i get for someone who doesn't care,

So cold at night sitting in my car chair.

Life isn't fair and that's how i take it.

How can i keep my soul when people try to break it,

My life is trouble and its a mess.

I got gray hair from all the yelling and stress.

When life hands you Lemons you make lemonade

No one is with me so i guess i am a renegade

It must be nice to be in a warm house.

While i live day by day like a mouse!

Why should anyone care what i have to say?

If i don't believe in god why do i still pray?

Why do i eat if am gonna be hungry again?

Why people act like they care if they only pretend?

My body is my universe and my hearts a black hole

If you get to close it might swallow you whole

This is what I feel while i am writing this poem

I feel so empty, cold and alone.