You say...

by Shelby   Apr 9, 2006


You say something
Is wrong with me
You say I need to
Get checked out
You say there is
Something that i
need to change
nothing is happening
to me when you
say that there is something
I feel so sad
I feel so mad
You make me feel incomplete
You don't trust me
Is that wrong
I think so
Do you even know
What i have went through
To get the perfect body
I could easily end my life right now
it would be simple
it would be fair
You made me this way
Did you know that
You left me here
So depressed
How could you
You did this and u left me
so i can't do anything
about it
i need you to care for me
why can't you just save me
the way you save everyone else
But you kept me locked up
in this closet shaped room
I finally excaped
And found a doctor
who thinks i'm crazy
You made me crazy
you kept me in there
but i can't say anything
you will kill me if i do
Why do you do that
to me the one
i though you loved
But no you changed me
Into a scared person
A scared young girl
You didn't know you were
changing me before your eyes
I can tell because
I'm not the same
You freaked me out
You made me that way
You were going to kill me
if I told a person
I ended up hurting myself
because of you
I starved myself
I cut myself
I want to kill myself
because of what you have done to me
You kept me scared
I was scared for you
even though I don't know you
I was no lie
I was told I was not right for you
I was told I should find someone better
to be my friend
I chose you because
You brought me out of the pain
out of the darkness
and out of the misery
But then you put me
back in the darkness
Back in the misery
You gave me even more pain
What did I do wrong
What did I do to deserve
This from you
Wow
I love you
I loved you
I loved you so very much
to care for you
I want to love you
I want to cherish you
I want to love you more and more
But now I don't know if I can
You hurt me too much
I will always love you
You have my heart till I find
Some one new
I will always be thinking of you
I see you in every guy I know
Your looks your attidude
your everything
Reminds me of you
But you will always bring back
Memories
the good and the bad
The first time we talked
You brought a smile to my face
the way you tempted the fate of your hand
The way you just made me laugh
I normally don't sing for guys but I sang to you
That means a lot
The bad memory was when you hung up on me
Because you were tired
That was not fair
but anyways you still care I think
You still care enough to make me smile
You care enough to make me laugh
Thanks for caring just that little bit

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  • 18 years ago

    by X~Angie~X

    O wow u put alot of emotion in this one.. i relaly like it. it makes me sad cuz i can relate to it.. bout the eating part.. the cutting and wanting to kill myself.. i can relate to that.. but ne ways great poem. i relaly like it.

    take care
    luve angie

  • 18 years ago

    by Cody B

    Felt you on this one...
    Keep it up

    Check out my poems n comment vote please.

  • 18 years ago

    by Macabre

    A rage is found in this poem stronger than a thunderstorm. I love the anger the voice this poem was written in... excellent job

  • 18 years ago

    by Imogen

    Wow! This is a great poem. It is really well written and the emotion in it really shows. Well done. 5/5