Broken Hearted Love

My heart broke,
I would rather choke,
Then be in this pain,
But I'm the only one to blame.

Was I all you never wanted,
With thoughts of you I'm still haunted,
My heart keeps breaking,
And my body keeps shaking.

This is how it is,
Life is like a quiz,
Something I can't seem to pass,
Love is so hard to grasp.

I wish you loved me,
I love you can't you see,
I think you just don't understand,
How this woman loves a man.

I love him till he walks out,
Even then I show him about,
Show that he's mine,
And promise to never leave him behind.

I'm falling and crashing,
Diving and dashing,
Trying to escape the pain of love,
Wishing was a beautiful dove.

I keep setting up myself,
I should put my heart on a shelf,
The way I put it out,
I have learned to doubt.

Now I need to be saved,
What about the love I once craved,
Why do I feel like this,
For me this is another miss.

I guess I'm not meant to,
Find someone new,
Or fall in love and live out my dreams,
I guess its not for me so it seems.