Never Stopped Loving You *(re-released and revised)

Can I always feel?
While my heart gently heals
Crimson Lace tied around wrists
Binding the anger from my fists

We are both hurt at the end of a fight
I pray alone during a rainy night
Forgive me and my stupid pride
I know that I have also lied.

I just want to let you know
Even though I let you go
When I cry tears of blue
I have never stopped caring for you

You have grown from me
There is more you may see
Past the regret, Behind the mask
You know better not to ask

In your eyes I see something missing
The spark of life glistening
When you would listen to my voice
It is different when you are with her by choice

I just want you to know
Even though I let you go
When I cry tears of blue
I have never stopped caring for you

There you are sitting alone
In the library playing with your cell phone
I grab my courage and dismiss my fears
Walk towards you praying you are willing to hear.

In front of you I set my face
I understand you value your space
I still want to be your girl
To be your one and only in your will

I just want you to know
Even though I let you go
When I cry tears of blue
I have never stopped loving you.

You tell me,Don't you understand!
I am now a changed man
This is how it ends
My feelings say we must be friends.

I fight back tears clouding my eyes
Place a smile on my face, my disguise
I shake his hand while he looks surprised
Then walk away clenching my fists to my side.

I just wanted you to know
Even though I let you go
I still love you even though this has been rough
But that is still not good enough.

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Yes I do know that I have posted this one before. I recently went over it a couple times more before I sent it to be looked over for a book at my school. So I thought what the heck, I will put it up again. :)