My Hearts Suicidal Beating

The color of my happiness
Is the color of my blood
The times I spent crying
The times I didn't want my heart
To make another painful thud
I listen to my heart beat
I listen to it ache
I wish all of my suffering
Would just give me a break
Take the time
To hear my heart
Listen to it beat
It longs for it to mend
It longs for an ending
The pain you can hear in it
You hear it almost cry
Listen to my heartbeat
And it's suicidal cry
There isn't much to show you
Because there isn't much left
All of it's been shattered
Not a decent piece of me left
Sorrow leaks from my very skin
You get the sense of misery
Any time you're around me
You feel a touch of pain
You feel a hint of sadness
What happened to all the happy
Feelings
All the sadness is just madness
It's crazy how limited they are
I only feel a few
I'll keep them hid deep inside
I'll be sure to hide from you
It's nothing
Just go away
Just leave me here
I'll be OK
Nothing's wrong
But something is
Just leave me I'll take care of this
These tears
They fall of salty fear
The pain in my eyes
The sadness in my tears
Just leave me alone
For a few more years
Isolated from happiness
What left is there to live for
People people everywhere
They bother me too much
Every time they're with me
They feel my painful touch
All this sadness I bare within
Seems to be too much
My cheeks are stained with salty
Tears
But they don't wash away the pain
I've adapted to this life style
Just leave me be
Insane
I may be a little paranoid
But I'm alright alone
I promise I won't jump to much
When I hear the ring of the phone
I may be isolated
But I'll be OK
I'll just continue to live
Just like all the other days
Just leave me here I'll live

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