My face is stained with fear
From all my salty tears
They don't wash away my sadness
Yet they continue to fall
They fall like the blood from my
Wrists
From the scars they do fall
I don't let the scars heal
I don't want them to
I want to remember my sadness
And I want you to remember too
The color of my happiness
The color of my blood
Now listen to my heart beat
It has a suicidal thud
It runs from you
My heart that is
You scare the thing to death
You make me cry
I make me bleed
I hope I bleed to death
I soke up my misery
It reeks from my skin
I keep loosing
Every time I try to freaking
Win
I listen to my heartbeat
I listen to it cry
I listen to it talk to me
It asks if it could die
I feel the pain
I feel it sting
It's there and then it's gone
But that only lasts seconds
Becomes it comes back even more
Strong
Every time
I try to be right
I always end up
Wrong
Every time I try to feel
My feelings end up wrong
The only thing I've managed to
Feel
Would be total sadness
The blood from my wrists
The tears on my face
Oh yes
Just utter
Sadness
And here it comes
I hear it again
It's suicidal cry
It runs from you
It continues to beat
As I continue to cry
Slash slash
Cut cut
Bleeding is so nice
I've seemed to grow quite attracted
To this cutting device
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to me
Goodbye to everybody
My unhealing scars
And my fear stained face
Is about to leave behind
It's bloody trace
I'll leave
I will
My body will stay
I don't care about it anyways
The salty face of fear
The bloody scars on the wrists
The forever crying heart
There's nothing to miss
Goodbye
To you
Goodbye
To me
Goodbye
Goodbye
Everybody
To leave
I will
To leave
I must
With this final slash
I think I will trust
