I feel so alone there could be a millen poeple in the room and I\'d still feel all alone because theres no one who knows what i\'m going through no one who understands how I feel or knows how to talk to me, each day just gets harder and harder i feel like i\'m drownding like i cant find any air i\'m screaming inside and i cry so harder i scream so lude but no one can hear me i feel like i\'m just a shadow walking arounf like no one can see me like i\'m invisable i just feel so dead i want to shoot myself in the head and end my pain or maybe take the blade and cut my vein and let go of all my pain i\'ve lost all will to live and found nothing to keep me here any longer but its not like anyone will know i\'m gone cause i\'m invisable no one can see me its like i\'m screaming but no one can hear me i take this blade and push it throught my skin nice and deep to make sure i\'m still here to let myself know if i can still feel but i\'m still i\'m still holdin on cause i\'m strong and i just wait for the day i\'m free from here but some day i\'ll go totally insan and i\'ll cut my vein and end all my pain
