Never felt a razor

You've never felt the razor
slice away your skin
how it feels to give up
and let your inner demons win

saying just one more gash
it can't hurt
you've done to many to count
what's one more?

repeating those words
just one more
alittle slip of the wrist
things can't get worse

soon just one more
turns into 20 or so
you just keep going
as blood continues to flow

then it stops
they find you there
painted red
by your inner despair

covered in crimson
your skin so pale
the two colors clash
as you just lay still

your heart isn't beating
your eyes are close
the inner demons stole
everything you'll never know...