Why am Alive?

You are different from the rest
you showed me that people care
and you took away my stress

When my friends ask me whats wrong
they really rather not know
and when they say let me see your arm they really rather me not show

you see your self as a problem
but your not
to tell u the truth your all I got

I try to hide my tears and not let you see me cry
deep down inside I really wanna die

Sometimes i think ,wouldn't it be perfect if I was gone?
No one would have to deal with the pain i have dragged on for so long

I dislike my parents
and I hate being at home
they make me feel so alone

They bring problems into my life
that I cannot say
They make my life so dark and gray

you tell me not to cut
and when you say that
it means so much

without out you I don't think I would be alive
I would be looking for a dark corner to hide

and forever wishing to die