Fake

Everything I do feels just so fake;
Even when I'm sleeping I feel still awake;
I fake my smile;
I fake my laugh;
I fake my happiness;
How did I get on the wrong path?
People don't see my pain behind my hazel eyes;
People think I am happy because I hide behind my lies;
My falseness can go on forever;
that is an awful long list;
I put the blade upon my arm and next I slit my wrist;
People don't understand how much pain I feel on the inside;
What they also don't see is a long time ago i died;
i curl up in a ball then I start to shake people don't see that really I am fake.