Desperate for any sign that your here
I'm searching, I know your not near
God, please save my soul tonight
I'm at the end of this long hard fight.
My knees hit the ground and my head falls back
Pleading, screaming, someone save me
My soul is thrashed, shredded, burnt
I'm broken beyond repair, completely.
I'm a mess, I can't get out of this place
I'm lost, and too tired to find my way
I've been strong for so long
Now, I'm breaking as I beg for you to stay.
I close my eyes once again
Wait for your presence to leave
I'm so torn from your selfish decisions
And so hurt that you didn't choose me.
How much longer can I wait for you
I can't live off the hope of you changing
Things will be the same again tomorrow
There isn't faith in your feelings re-arranging.
It makes no sense to give up now
But there is a point when you have a choice to make
I think I have given my heart into saving us
Just to find your love was only fake.
I'm waiting for things to get better
But somehow they continue to get worse
I hate this evil feeling of love
It's nothing but my hearts lasting curse.
