WaAsSuUp?
Im frm SOUTH AFRICA and it seems as if i understand wat you going threw. dont let your mind play with you, you have controll.
I love your poem!!

It hurt readin this cuz it sounds like my friend, and he commit suicide :( and it tore me apart! Just kno that theres people who do love u!

indecision is part of my every day life. I end up dithering and doing nothing until pushed into it - its a wonder I get out of bed each day. I thought I would go back through your catalogue. I like the matter of fact approach, the "this is how I feel, so there"

You know what they say, "it the shy ones that have it all going on" :) x

Nice little poem!
Loved the ending!
I hope you are happy now!