Try to be human
Try to feel
Try to love
But can't.
I'm feeling less and less.
Sat here wondering about my life
Didn't know what to think
Didn't know what to feel
Why is it girls dream?
Wondering what it's like to have a guy to hold you
To have a guy who loves you
Supposed to dream, supposed to wish
Like all girls do.
But couldn't.
Not about love
Never believed in love
I turn away into the dark corner, confused
Hating myself
Wanting want they all want
But couldn't
And at the same time, wouldn't
Never wanted love
Too afraid to give
Too sick of holding on
Have to let it go
Hated those who were needy
Was never that needy
Why are you so needy?
Smiling, understanding
Not caring
Wondering why girls want love so bad
And why they write stupid poems about it
They look at me and think I care
Didn't care.
I didn't want to care
But tried to all the same
