My Hate

I walk in this world
With a smile on my face.
But something inside me
Feels so out of place.

A raging beast
That hungers to kill
A blood stained sword
Which craves for blood still.

A piece of rope
Three times around the neck
An urge to lash out
It makes me a wreck.

There is so much hate,
Bottled up inside of me.
But nobody notices,
They cant even see.

Im afraid of that hate,
Of what it might do
I hide it ever so,
And think of something new.

I don't want to hurt,
I don't want to tell,
I know they'll walk away,
And leave me in hell

Ill be all alone.
Nobody to ring,
But it's funny, right now
I don't feel a thing.