That was us

Years come and always go
memories left behind
pain shed ed that no one knows
people acting like they don't care
you wanting that one person to always be there
fighting and yelling
wanting to say something but never telling
a hug and a kiss
he says goodbye but in your heart he'll always be missed
being right next to each other but feeling miles apart
loving him, but him breaking your heart
hearing rumors bout him and her
and that leaves you in a blur
wanting to die right then and there
knowing the truth that he never cared
crying at night
cutting yourself and killing your self you just might
him walking away
to keep your pride you act like you don't care but secretly wishing he would always stay
every time you hear his name
this feeling run through your body called pain
giving up all your tomorrows for one yesterday
maybe in time it will be OK
hearing bout his past
and all the loves that didn't last
don't know who to listen to no more
hearts breaking as he walked out the door
mistakes have been made
a girl getting used because the boy just wanted to laid
pictures of our history
the love we shared nothing but a mystery
being in regret for what we said
crying silently in my head
that was us to bad we didn't last
i thought we would but that was just in my past