I sit here wondering
What is death like?
what if i ain't living right
what waits on the other side for me
I call this the secrets
cause we all have a guess about it
but none know Truth
except those chosen few
which includes you...
I open my eyes from a deep sleep
WHAT?!
I feel at least thirty pounds lighter
not from no weight lose
we lose a fighter
I am empty without you pops
it hurts to live
you was suppose to be there when i had my first kid
but since I was your first son
I will always be the one
your unique spirit will live through
until we meet again
the year was 2005
The day March 31st
the day that i was cursed
it's been one whole year
still i shed no tear
cause in my heart theres no fear
that you didn't make it to that better place
where there is no trace of the face
of the evil that roams free here
you now know the secrets of the after life
what happens to those who die and was living right
well i know for the good people theres a beautiful place
for them to rest when they leave the face
of the world we live
well i can't wait till I am finished here
to find this place and get my thirty pounds back
i don't know how that sounds
but when they took you they took a piece of me
and i need that back bad
not the weight they took, My Dad
