Help me

Why are my cries
ignored
why doesnt anyone see
I need help
I cant fix me
do they just refuse
to help me?
or do they just not
know how?
If they don't
who does?
Help me
please
somebody anybody
I can't fix me
I don't know what I'm fighting for
somebody take me seriously
I'm not a poser
and these thoughts
scare me
I can't stop them
and my impulses
are so strong
what happens when the next
window I jump out of
isn't that merciful?
I dont understand
please somebody help me
take me seriously
please
just help me
please?