In my opinion, from your poem he doesnt sound like a great guy yo be with... things obviously didn't work out before, what makes now different? HAS he changed? I got back with my ex- I know a dozen times before I realized it wasn't what I thought it was. It's been 2 years and he still wants me back but sometimes you have to do what you feel is right... I hope I was of help...

Hey wow I'm in exactly the same shape right now. My ex and i broke up because he would flirt with other girls making it hard to trust him so now he wants to get back with me and I love him but I just don't know if things could ever be the same. So if you need someone to talk to email me and I'll give you what advice I can. This poem is amazing though and I can totally relate so keep up the good work. And remember if you need a friend I'm here!!!! Stephanie