Why i cut

I start to cut to feel less pain.I cut to see if i will feel.My friends find out and try to help but they will never understand the way i feel.They say kristy your better then this but they havent been trough what i been trough thats why i turned to the kinfe.I tell my friends as i cut deep inside i can feel for the very first time i can see the tears in my eyes that make me feel alive but i\'m still hopeing to die as my friends cry well i tell them why i cut and how i fell i relized that this is real and i\'m hurting the one i love.