Answer Me

Answer me
By: Rebecca L Carnahan

Look me in the eyes
Tell me what you see
Do you see the anger
thats locked in me

Talk to me
Tell me what you hear
Do you notice the mean tone
I use to cover the fear

Think about me
Tell me what comes to mind
Do you wonder why I'm like this?
The answer you can find

Remember the past
Ask yourself what went wrong
Think about what ended
A relationship so strong

Think about what you did
Remember how you made me feel
You made me hate myself
Because I knew your love wasn't real

Explain how you treated me
How many times did you make me cry
Tell the truth
Not another lie

Let's remember how you tried to control me
Telling me who I could talk to
Were you scared
Or did you not trust my love for you

If you can't answer these questions
Allow me to explain
I'm sick of your shit
And I'm sick of the pain

You're the reason I changed
And began to act this way
I learned from this mistake
Do you have anything to say?

Before you answer,
You best understand me
I'll never craw back to you again
No matter how much my heart pleads

I just can't do it anymore
I won't keep pretending things will be ok
Because i know they won't
You'll never change your ways

So from now on
If you ever think of "us" or me
Don't think you broke my heart
Cause all you did was set me free

~*~ i wrote this for someone i dated for 4 months and he treated me bad.......so finally i left him~*~