I think of death as nothing but a lie and fear
i think of blood as nothing but water in a red colored pool
i think of loneliness as a gift that was given to me when i don't want to be with anyone
but i keep telling myself how my life is sad
causes there no meaning to it
i keep telling myself how my life is sad
when everyone has dreams and wishes with theirs
i keep telling myself
how my life will end soon or later
i never thought to myself how someone out there might feel more painful or hateful about there life then mine
i find myself sad in so many ways
i find myself looking for pitty
i find myself to be a failer in life...