Help

I cannot trust,I cannot love
I don't get my life?
I wanna die
And slit my wrists with a simple knife

I pretend I'm happy
I'm not,but still everyone believes me
And carries on like I'm some kind scenery
Just there to stand and nothing to be

I'm so confused
I don't know what I want no more
I'm clueless and have no mind of my own
And get treaded on like I'm the floor

I need some help
I want some help

But where can I get it?

*I've been dealing with depression for a little while now,it runs in my family and it often wears me out.This is my only way to express those feelings.
It's a little lame cos I like really suck but it'd be cool if you could please comment.
Thanks
..........luv ya........