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Its.days.like.these.when.i.can.
barely.breathe.
feel.as.if.the.world.is.falling.apart
.around.me.nightmares.in.my
.sleep.filling.me.with.fear.the. thought.of.life.without.knowing.
you.gets.me.every time.i.cant.bare.to.think.that.one.
day.this.life.Ive.built.will.end.
and.after.life.there.is.death.and.
after.death.there.is.new.life.
with.Jesus.in.heaven.but.i.cant.
move.on.until.i.tell.you.just.how
.much.you.mean.to.me.because.life.just.isn't.worth.living.if.i.dont.
have.someone.to.share.it.with.well.until.this.day.comes.ill.stay.in.
my.room.writing.poems.about.what.i.want.to.do.knowing.all.along.
i.dont.have.the.courage.to.do.them......