Hurt

Why does God hate me so much
where did i go wrong
all i did was fall in love once
will this pain last my whole life long

I'm afraid to try again
to give someone my heart
i thought that i was over him
but this is only the start

The start of all the pain
that i will feel inside
don't know if i can trust again
there is no place safe to hide

Don't know why i let him hurt me
let him put me down and out
don't know why i let him use me
i know thats not what loves about

I see him around almost every day
when I'm driving down the street
I feel the burn of his insults
stunned at their heat

I'm trying to move on
Praying, I'm down on my knees
i need someone who needs me
o please god, please