Every night i look up hoping
that your safe and OK and your coping
see to me your the best
i don't Eva want 2 see u depressed
all i want to do is get this of my chest
i love yah more then the rest
all those times i led awake in my bed
thoughts of u dieing in my head
repeating the last words u said
praying for u not to be dead
every single night i cry
because I'm afraid, afraid that u will die