You used me...

You took me by surprise saying that you loved me, every time i was with you i felt so free.

you told me that you wanted to take it to the next step, getting ready to go to it i took a deep breathe.

you said that i was beautiful and that you wouldn't leave after this, if i known what i know now I'd punch you with my fists.

you left me after i gave myself to you, all my heart and soul i gave but you left it black and blue.

a month later i found out I'm gonna have your seed, saying it couldn't be your's..."you didn't even like me."

it was a one time thing as you always say, it meant nothing to you but it did to me.

now I'm stuck all by myself, raising a baby not having you help.

you don't want to see it and thats okay, but when it gets older you know what I'll say.

ill say you weren't a man, someone who was scared of everything that came his way.

our baby is now two, and still have yet to see you.

just know that when you have no where else to go, just go on your way and do what your good at.......absolutely nothing.