The further i slip in the darkness
the silenter my cries
you see the happy girl outside
but not through the layers which i hide
the crash is loud and deafening
the screams flying all around
the beer is trickling down my leg
turning into blood puddling on the ground
i think about the night before
that seemed so long ago
back then i could hear u scream
wen we fought on where we'd go
you wanted to go and party
to drink and dance and smoke
i wanted to stay at home and chill
i could see your anger flow
i said "go ahead and drink and drive!
i really don't give a shit!"
your mom had called my house crying
and said that you were hit
i could see you lying on the ground
so lifeless in those eyes
hoping you were really here
and your death was a disguise
the crash the screams and blaring horns
so loud i fear I'm deaf
but replaying it all in my mind
it's as quick n silent as death
i see your mouth open
trying to let out a sound
but shock is overcoming you
i can only hear my own heart pound
i can see the car coming
swerving in and out
my eyes widen in horror and fear
i close my eyes and shout
i can finally hear my screams
i can feel the pounding in my head
it all seems like a chronic nightmare
because I'm crying in my bed
This is about the loss of my friend. It's basically what happened down to a "t". This was one of the nightmares i had about what happened. I wasn't with her, but i knew exactly what happened and in my dream, I was in the car with her. It has a deep meaning to me.
