I see you in my dreams

I see you in my dreams,
In the sunlit beams,
You stand there,
I stop and stare.

Your not real,
This isn't foreal,
You died and left me here,
And now what do i hear?

I wake up in a cold sweat,
It was just a nightmare,
You watched me fall into that net,
You didn't seem to care.

I try to cover up the pain,
But it seems its all in my brain,
I'm making it all up,
As i stare into my cup.

You faded away,
On easter Monday,
It was hard for us,
But now i wont make a big fuss.

I see you in my dreams,
In the sunlit beams,
You stand there,
I stop and stare.