P....to you.....I think you know who you are

You act like you know me
But do you?
Do you care
How I feel
What's going on inside my head?
Do you care when I'm sad?
Do you have even the slightest urge to comfort me when I'm crying?
You don't show it if you do
It doesn't seem like you care....
WHY DON'T YOU CARE???
I NEED YOU!
CAN'T YOU SEE THAT?
I'M DYING!!!
I can't get over you,OK?
I'm trying so friking hard!
I'm trying like I've never tried before because you're the best thing that's ever happened to me
But it's hard
I just want to lay with you,
Yes, I want to kiss you
But I won't unless you say it's OK
You're in a shell inside yourself
And I wish I could be too
You're my idol
But I don't think you realize that
I love everything about you
You seem so strong
I feel like I know the real you
What do you think?
But do you know the real me?
If so then why don't you care when I'm hurting so bad I want to die?
When I feel like I don't deserve to live
When I feel like you don't care at all
It tears me up inside
Like a rough blade ripping my body EVERYWHERE
Inside and out
Like nothing I have ever felt
Yea, I fell for you hard
But I can't lose you as a friend
If I do, I WILL die.
Why won't you let me go to New York with you?
You know I was thinking about it before you even said anything?
I don't need to live with you
I just want to be near you
You radiate
You're beautiful
You're everything that's wonderful in the world
I sound desperate, but I don't care
Why do I feel like you have no sort of feeling toward me?
When I'm so sad that I can't think you don't see it
Why is that?
Is it because you think I'm always sad?
The last time we got back together you told me to tell you the you were crazy if you ever tried to break up with me again
At one point you told me you were in love with me
We were engaged
What changed your mind?
What did I do?
Can you just not stand me?
You told me you wanted to be with me forever
Why'd you change your mind so fast
We had so much
Now it seems like it's gone
I need your comforting touch
Regardless of whether or not it\'s meant as a friend or a lover
I wasn't planning on telling you this
I had made a pact to myself to not tell people how I felt
It only gets me hurt SO bad
But I can't take this
You know I would do anything for you
You said you'd do anything for me
Would you still?
I will always love you as my best friend
You showed me true friendship
You said we'll always be best friends and sisters.....
I'm glad
Really though
Do you care how I feel?
If I needed you would you come?
If I needed comfort would you comfort me?
You're my best friend
You're like my sister
I love you