Hey i really know how you feel. Last year my 2 best friends in the world turned thier back on me and to this day i still don't know why. I don't know why i ended up forgiving them but i did. Now we still talk and they truely believe i've forgotten about it but i haven't and i never will. They still think we are best friends but the truth is im not thier best friend i now have friends that i know i can trust, the hard part was opening up again. Now im always afriad it will happen again. Don't worry abbout them anymore true friends will stick by your side no matter what. And the day they did that to me i found my true friends and now i am so greatful. Just remember who you trust is the most important decision that you will ever make.