It's been 13 years
Since I last saw your face
Sometimes it brings tears
But they vanish without trace
15 birthdays have gone by
You only made it through 2
But no matter how I try
At each one I think of you
You left when I was still so young
And I still wonder why
Why you thought yourself be hung
Why you tried so hard to die
I know that you were sick
But I had barely been born
And even though time did tick
A piece of my heart is still torn
My baby sister, not yet living
Was taken when you were
She could've been our life's filling
Or the reason there was no cure
I know you're still watching me
And I know you didn't want things this way
But in my heart you'll always be
Because depression took you away...
I wanted to explain this in case some people don't understand. My 1st mom died when I was 2..She was depressed while she was pregnant...and she was getting help, but one night she hung herself...and my baby sister died too cuz she hadn't been born.
