Useless.

When you left me there that night
In my head i pictured everything to be alright
But the night was getting cold
And you still weren't there
To grab my hand
Or play with my hair

I knew I was too good for you
I just thought you were different
But I was wrong
Love at first sight?
Yea right!
Didn't work for me
As you can see
Since I'm sitting here alone
Listening to my breaths
Counting the minutes
As they go by
I'm up to 45

Well It's been awhile
And you still haven't called
I'm laying by the phone now
Trying to catch on
I think your testing me
To keep my hopes up
But I still know
Your not going to call
And help me through this
Because your over my problems
And on to your own
Well this problem is way bigger then you

I hear my heart beat as I walk to my room
I land face first on my bed
Screaming into my pillow
Wondering what did I do wrong
I think to myself I still love him
How could i?
After what he did

Now I fell asleep maybe for an hour
Not counting the minutes any longer
I remember the day we met
At school as my mind was set
To get up in front of the class
And recite my poem
Well heres the thing
You were right behind me
Saying you can do it
I believed you for the first time
As I walked proudly to the front
And aced my grade

You were there for me then
And when I got my first concussion
I got pushed at school
How uncool it was to be flying in the air
Only a few feet up though
Well now I land hard on a chair
I black out for a sec and then I look up
You were there sitting in that chair
Everything was unclear
The teacher was talking but I was tired
I couldn't see straight so I just stared
I knew something was wrong
When I opened my eyes to million of eyes
I saw my friends around me staring
None of them mattered
Only you did
You and your wonderful eyes
Staring right at me
I went crying to the bathroom
From the pain in my head
I just saw an angel though
I knew I could never be with you then
You see I went home that day with you in my min
Yes it was love at first concussion

You see?
I love you still
After everything yo did
I still wish I could talk to you
But I need too know
Why did you go?
I need you here in my arms
Loving me, holding me, talking to me
Because life without you is like an angel without wing
Useless.