As I sit alone on the floor,
I watch my wrists as the blood pours...
You have no idea what you've done,
but O.K, O.K, I will admit you've won...
I will take the blame for your mistake,
but the smile you wear is still fake...
There is just no pleasing you,
it's just something that I can not do...
When I say "I hate you",
you wonder why,
I just want to die and not say goodbye...
But before I go, this is what I'll say...
"I've always f**king hated you and wished you'd go away"
I f**king hate the way you look,
but you never see...
Like when you ever looked my way,
you'd look straight through me...
Living with you is my hell,
I'm always bleeding inside my shell...
You made my soft heart fade to black,
because all you ever told me was that I am slack!
That I am nothing, that I do nothing,
which isn't true, but nothing is all you saw...
My heart turned cold, you killed the core...
You f**king ruined my life you did!
You told me lies as a kid...
My death shall be this tempting knife,
I will grab it now and end my life...
My blood is spilling upon the ground,
hush now, quiet...not a sound...
