Its a good rant. its full of emotion. i know how your feeling honey. its so hard to see the good through the bad, but you have to believe that someone special is waiting for you out there. that one person that will always make you smile, no matter what. the one person that will always understand. i know its hard, and doesnt seem to make any sense, but to find them you have to be brave. lifes all about putting your feelings out there and hoping against hope they dont get trampled on. but they do. 9 times out of 10 they do, but its about reaching out, waiting for the one that reaches back. all the pain is worth it in the end. i promise. im here if u wanna talk. xxx

This is really sad and you dont have to be a good writer to let it all out. that is the one thing that will help you live you have to let it all out and if you ever need anyone to talk to i am here for you.