My Love On A Plate

I'm trying to find the right words,
To show you how I feel.
To tell you all my secret thoughts
To maybe help you deal.
You told me I confuse you,
Said you don't understand.
Why, when you go to touch me
I push away your hand.
Well here goes a bunch of nothings.
And maybe my dignity,
It's just that these thoughts of you,
Are overtaking me.
I'm new to these emotions,
And it's all very well,
But while you live in heaven,
I'm expelled to Hell.
I try not to look at you,
But you always catch my eye.
And I always sit and find myself,
Asking the stars "why?"
I know you said you like me,
That you want to see me too,
But babe,you don't understand,
I'm in love with you.