Not much of anybody,
I thought so highly of the person I was,
Maybe I was someone a little to special,
Someone a bit better then you,
A little bit prettier,
After all I get more attention,
My misconceptions have caused me so much,
I've lost more then I ever gained,
My life is slipping through my grasp,
Everything I ever wanted has disappeared,
My attitude caused so many tears,
I've broken to many hearts,
I'm sorry for everything,
What I want is usually what I get,
But as time has showed me,
The friends you want,
Are usually the friends you can't have,
I've lost more then just a friend,
I've lost myself in the process...