Memories

I loved him so much, but know hes gone. I kissed him once, I know it wasnt wrong. He held me tight, he stood up for me, when I couldnt see, the people around me were talking about me. He loved me with all his heart; they took him away, a life to restart, to begin another day. I know that he has lied, talked shit behind my back. But I did too, I wont deny that. That doesnt mean we werent happy, our love was true, but I knew it would end someday, just like that we were through. He talked to me every night, told me he loved me and kissed me goodnight. But thats a memory I have to put in the past, these things in my head are coming back fast. I try forget them, but they wont go away, people keep reminding me, that he is still here this day. I still love him, he is always on my mind, the things he used to say, and the things he would whisper in my ear. I love you always, my baby, my dear. I have made a decision, to make it all end. The tares in my heart will never mend, this life I live, is ready to end. I leave this world, I will miss you all, now I die, from this long fall.