Sometimes

There is sometimes
when you just snap
It can push you to do crimes
and make you feel trapped

Sometimes you find yourself
in an empty place
with a knife in your hand
and tears on your face

You ask,
What pushed you so hard
to make you come here
What made you so scarred
to want to disappear

but memories flowed in
and now you know why
you place the knife to your skin
and say goodbye

You pause for a moment
and ask is this what you want
to never see light again
or be someone to taunt

Now your decision is make
No one can help you now
Your heard is pierced by the blade
and people won't know how