Demanding

I'm getting confused and I'm getting lost of this misunderstanding.
I edmit that a part of me is sceard to show,
that I'm only getting pain from your demanding.

I'm feeling broken down,
as these tears run down my cheek.
As I was on my way to drown,
in your words as you speak.

And what hurts the most is that you speak of what you do not know.
You can't see what's going on in my head, what's inside of me,
because that doesn't show.

Oh, I want to be that little girl,
that only do what's honest and right.
the feelings hides within me, shows itself only in shape of tears in the night.

I can not change what will always be.
I maybe want to be some one else,
but it's not me.