Today is the last day of my life,
I sit and stare ate the blade of this knife,
I wonder how I made it this long,
From the start they said I was wrong,
The made my life a living hell,
This is my final farewell,
I cant deal with this lie,
Every time I fail is every time I try,
People wanted to much of me,
Now I slit my wrist I finally feel free,
I cant wait till my last breathe of air,
This life is so cruel and unfair,
I gave my life to please all those around,
All I got is a final resting place six feet underground,
I tried all my life to be excepted for who I am,
No matter what I tried I was still the pothead named Sam,
There is more to me then most people know,
I kept my feeling hid and it did show,
If I was to let my feeling out,
I have not a single doubt,
That I wouldnt have been able to last till this day,
I am sorry I had to leave this way,
All I ask of you is not to cry,
Till the end I still wont lie,
Do not waste a single tear,
Do not let this be the cause of your worst fear,
I am starting to get weak,
Now I am at the end I finally know what I seek,
I seek your forgiveness,
So I can go through and end this,
I am sorry for all this pain,
I leave these fears unslain,
All I want to say is I love you,
I wish there was something else I could do,
I am sorry it came down to this,
As I grasp this knife in my fist,
One last thought goes through my head,
I am sorry for this but soon I will be dead,
To you this is my final far well,
To everyone else this is my wish for the to burn in hell
