Numb

I see the snow fall down around me
but I don't feel a thing
I heard the rain and thunder crash
but I only see the pain
I feel so empty and cold inside
trying to keep my tears
I won't let them see me cry
no, they'll never see my fears
the world crashed down aroung me
everything falls apart
I don't see a thing
I only feel my broken heart
I took a pill to make me numb
it helped for a little while
but it didn't change how I feel for you
for you, I'd go an extra mile
I'm missing you, but you don't care
the scars are running deep
you left after all we went through
you were the only one I tried to keep
I took a pill and cut my wrist
I tried to make me dumb
all the drugs in the world can't save me
my heart's already numb
slipping slowly, losing grasp
falling out of reality
I see blood run from the cuts
feeling numb but only temporary
I know you care about me
but you only see us as friends
all the painful words you spoke
are echoing in my head
the earth starts breaking
and shatters below
there are two paths
but no where to go
a sea of tears
and a wave of pain
a river of guilt
and an ocean of shame
you broke my heart into a million peices
leaving me all alone and hurt
you took away my sanity
but didn't leave a cure
I'll never say aloud
the feelings I still hold true
with my numb and broken heart
I'll try to get over you