Whose love is real

I don't know what to do,
who loves me more.
God, please give me a clue,
open this mysterious door.

I'm so confused,
what's the right choice?
Love is refused,
doubt in my voice.

I feel as if,
I'll make a mistake.
regretting it,
whose love is fake.

I want to choose,
but I don't know who.
What to lose,
what to do.

I watch the sky,
underneath the trees.
as my life goes by,
everyone leaves.

I try not to think,
as I swallow my pride.
They all say they care,
I wish I just died.

What if they do?
How can I tell?
Which love is true?
This life is hell.

I want to feel,
but it might be too late.
Whose love is real?
Don't make me wait.

I need to know,
and I need to know now!
Who should I choose,
when and how?

Breath In,
Breath Out.
My time grows thin,
despair begins to shout.

I'm pushed in the shadows,
sorrow in the wind.
I'm tired of this dilemma,
please let it end.

The sun blinds my eyes,
as love blinds my heart.
I've been played as a fool,
all from the start.

When I love someone,
I let them know.
They should realize I do,
even if I don't show.

I'm tired of all these lies,
I don't know what to do.
I want someone to love,
but my question is, who?

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