My eyes

My eyes...
So soaked...
So stained..
I feel alone...
And I seem to shiver...
It scares me to sleep
I'm on an impulse
My life is set...
I think it's time for me to go away
If it were..
If it were...
Better in my life..
Could I have come to the same...
Conclusions...
My life...
My mind...
My (soul?) are set on one path
I feel sick...
It's a lonely sick...
So very alone
Utterly alone
COMPLETELY alone
My life is here for two purposes...
To become living in this world...
And be buried in a grave...
My eyes...
They... Are wet...