I want to... i feel like i have to
cut them without thinking is what i need to do.
so im going to go get the rezor stay here
i dont wnat u to see the pain thats so severe.
the marks are permanent
the decisions i make r determinant
but the pain feels good is that wrong?
its a way to make me feel strong!
when i see the blood so thick and red
it kinda makes me wish i were dead.
but on the other hand
it makes me think of how i messed up what was planned
i was supposed to be successful
but instead my life is so stressful
thnking of everything makes me wanna keep cutting
instead of choosing to speak my mouth i keep shutting
