Living in Darkness

I wish there was someone
Who would care to find
My deepest wounds
And the scars of my past.
No one understands me.
No one knows
What's hiding
Behind the smiles
What's causing
The stupidity.
The fears won'tt go away
I tried to escape many times
But only making it deeper.
I say I'm okay
When I am not.
I can't trust.
I can't admit it to anyone.
It's too late to change
What's already happened.
I wish I were okay
But I'll never will be.