Lonely conversasion

"Shh!! but yeah Thats her" he said as she walked by and i had to quickly hide the tears in my eyes.
"oh my God whats wrong??,Are you OK?" "yea I'm fine i ugh just need to get away" "NO tell me whats wrong you know you can tell me!" your my closest girl friend, please look at me!" i looked with a smile acting like it was a joke he whipped the tear off my check and handed me his coat, we've been friends forever and he's totally in love with her i don't know how to take it because i wanted him first, i looked up at him and took a deep breath "i think I'm in love with you"and thats all i said. his coat slipped off my shoulders and fell to the ground he didn't even move we stood without a sound. "i shouldn't of said anything I've just held it in so long, i know that you don't like me it would be ton wrong." his mouth stood still and he didn't even breath "i am so embarrassed please talk to me!" the bell rang and he finally spoke "i don't know what to say" "well neither do i but we just cant not talk i could never get by." we never went to class that day we just walked around and its been three years and i am oh so proud.

PS: this is what i wish i could say to this guy that I'm almost best friends with and if your a girl or a guy I'd like your advice on what i should do, thanks.
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