Let me die

I hate the way we fight every day and night
I am so sick of it i feel like I fell into a deep dark pit
It's like here we go again damn such a bad pain
I just want to scream out let me die
God take me up to the sky away from every one
Thats it I am done
Nothing more to live for
I have no life no best friend who will be there until the end
But just remember don't blame your self
It was my mental health
Maybe I should try the pill but I know it will just make me more ill
So good bye.. and for once that is not a lie...