A little girl with tear stained eyes
just wants to be loved
but at home there she lies
broken inside
crying on the outside
only wanting a relationship with her mother
if she does get her wish upon a shooting star
it can only last so long
the little girl doesn't want to be alive
broken inside with her tear stained eyes
broken glass by her head
after everyone goes to bed
there she lies crying inside
she takes a knife to her beautiful tan skin
as she pushes down on her skin
she lies there as she bleeds
she cleans up her mess of blood
only to sneak out
she walks into the darkness of the night
something is odd
something is still out of place
a shadow moving
a man comes forward
he asks if he can help her
she follows him
he lays her down
he begins to rape her
he leaves her broken inside and out
she lays there in pain and her tear stained eyes
she goes home
she cant tell anyone
it was a curse
but yet it was a gift
a couple weeks later she gets sick
her mother asks why she is sick
or if she has had sex
she thinks for a while
i have to tell her
her mother just stands there crying
why didn't you tell me?
cuz mama you haven't been there for me
now its nine months later
i have a little baby girl
my momma let me keep her
but also I'm only 13
me and momma have a better relationship
me having a baby opened up a doorway me and mama couldn't
goodbye my tear stained self
