Razorblade Romance

If I had a single razor
For every lie you ever told
I would be bleeding to death in sorrow
And my skin would burn death cold.

It's strange to me why I sit here,
Writing about the damage of your lies,
But thinking about your sweet lips
And the shimmer in your eyes.

You always walk away from me
And I often wonder why.
I know that I'm not good enough
For these tears you let me cry.

It seems the words you say to me
Would make any girl believe
That she's the one you love,
When its another lie you weave.

Poor girl, she's just a casualty
And you don't have the heart to feel
That she'd give her life so willingly
For the love she thinks is real.

And to top off all your torture
I know just what you do
Because I used to be this naive girl
Being killed for the sake of you.

You hold her head in your hands,
Look deep into her eyes
Say, "Baby, I love you so much"
And feed her poison lies.

And the cruelest of your intentions
Is the shimmer, a mistaken facade
Having to convince myself that someone like me
Could never be loved by a God.

I hate to say I loathe you
When every lie still cuts me deep
I wish you would just end my pain,
So with love I could fall asleep.